early morning anguish

so vivid so clear
I lay there in my bed
in my own head
heart beating fast
So close to that fast fading
dream
......that vision of you
so desperately clinging
Another minute then another
rolling over trying to get back
.....Into that netherworld
Where I see you sometimes
Another minute
and the vision now
just snapshots
And another
and my anguish
evolves as even that
.........fades
and now my anguish
is for......
.....the anguish itself
...


Have an easy fast.
.